You say you are in love with two people and yet you have played around sexually with several others, which indicates that you really are not ready for a committed relationship with your boyfriend.

I can't remember much and I don't know why I did it as I love my boyfriend and I don't even fancy this bloke. I can hardly live with myself because of what I have done to my boyfriend and my son ...

My son was struggling with AP History in the kitchen while my new-ish relationship—a boyfriend of six months ... feeling alone in a house full of people I love. It’s caused me to ask if ...

Which means your boyfriend knows that you still love him despite poking fun at him. So teasing is always ambiguous, and it can sometimes be hard to figure out. But when lovers tease one another ...